To Follow My Heart or My Mind?

people always say don't judge a book by its cover. i never said that i do not believe this phrase, but then today, i was tested yet again...

when you see something that you've never seen before, what will you do? stunned. cool for few minutes. and smile an unbelievable smile. that was what i did.

i tried hard not to judge him based on his actions. my mind says he's doing something you hate the most! stop being with such person

while my heart shouts pity him... no one talks to him when he did it... maybe he's not that bad after all... sometimes peers influence, remember?

and then my memory brought me back to few incidents back... when i was in miri, where i hide cigarettes belonging to our tour guide cum fren. and few months back, when i saw my junior smoking at lakeview, he said sorry and asked me to pretend as if i din see anything... and more recently, few weeks back. a fren of mine smsed and say sorry to me for smoking and promised not to smoke anymore (he thought i saw him smoking, but he din realise that i din see ath that time)

best part is, i follow my heart most of the time... cause i love the way my heart feels for people... =)