When last time he used to let me see his sms in his hp...

When last time there are no secrets between us, everything is so open... 

Whatever happened, he'll be excited to tell me, and i'll be excited to listen...

All his secrets he'll let me know...

But now... Even when he's looking at sms...

When he's replying to sms...

Everything becomes secret...

He'll turn away, his hp will be turned to another side...

And we said we don't know what happened...

When in fact, we both knows SOMETHING happened...

But we refused to admit what changes...

We refused to say what went wrong...

Cos he doesn't realize he's wrong...

And i am tak sampai hati tell him that he's wrong....

That what he did indirectly hurt me, with he knowing it or not...

 

And the gap between us grows bigger and bigger...

Further and further...

 

Till what's left between us are nothing more than WORK... 

FORMALITY...

And jokes which we create on purpose just to ease the tension between us...

 

Can everything return back to a few months ago?

 

NO...