Between us, there is only work matters left...

i missed the times when i could... 

lie back to back with you, letting go all my tiredness when doing so...

manja with you... and forget everything that i am unhappy of...

laugh with you, as if there's no problems awaiting me...

feel sweet talking to you, without having any special feelings towards you...

complain anything to you, feeling that i am protected all the time...

lie on your shoulder, and not feel strange when doing so...

ride motorcycle with you, thinking that's the sweetest thing on earth i've ever done with a fren...

sleep at night, and wake up seeing your sms...

feel sad/down, and have you sending me sms caring about me...

be busy the whole day and at the end of the day, receive your sweet sms calling me "syg"

what's left now is just...

unreplied sms, making me think i'm disturbing your life...

unreplied fb chat, making me realize i am not important after all...

silence after silence... feeling weird looking at you as i do not know whether i can still act like i used to last time...

questions flooding my minds, asking what make us become like this...

all that you've sms-ed me before had just gone with the time... no longer significant... sometimes i wonder whether is it because as time passes, your other half become more significant than me and hence, replying my messages had become more and more difficult...

i tried hard to make out what make us become like this... but i still can't find a solid reason... all i know is that maybe it all started the day you did not reply to my sms...

i asked you the reason of you not replying... and you answered "Ntah.. malas lah nak reply"

after that, more and more sms goes unreplied... from normal sms regarding work to sms i sent, wishing you all the best in your exams...

we both had changed... and that's what makes things between us changes as well...

i wished i could turn back time.. seriously missed you... missed your sms... miss your smiles and laughter... missed your love and attention... and miss you calling me "syg"...

will i be able to hear it once again?

when what's left between us now are just formal/work-related matters...

i really really miss you...