Small Things...

sometimes, it is those small little deeds that make your day a sweet one...

the other day i was at the airport... Kuching International Airport, to be exact... my flight was supposed to be 9.35am and at 9.00am, i was still eating breakfast at McD. having mixed feeling about leaving Sarawak (part of me heavy-hearted to leave Sarawak, another half of me missed home so much), i forgot to take creamer for my coffee (McD breakfast set)

imagine you trying to drink the taste-less coffee when someone asked you "have you taken creamer? no right?"

next thing you know happening was 
1. packets of creamers on the table
2. that person even took the small spoon-thingy for the coffee
3. someone packing your coffee into the plastic bag, together with creamers, the small spoon and tissues

how frequent can you find such a caring guy? when normally it is girls who do such things...

i feel blessed having such fren with me... and i thank God for that...

McD yang dah tertumpah coffee... =P

 and to end this story, i finished up the coffee, without creamer (cos cold alr, creamer cant dissolve even if i put) and it still tasted sweet although without creamer & sugar... =)

is there still love in my heart?

i've overcome the emotional part, i've fight through the hardest time of it... so what's left?

sometimes i thought i've completely forgotten him, i've stopped thinking about him. but my brain tells me that's not the case, everytime i see him.

no way i could treat him just as a normal fren again. no wonder ppl say it is hard to stay as frens after break up.

just like any other girls... i, too, wish to have a loving, caring partner,.. someone who loves me and accept me for who i am and for everything that makes me MEI KIN.

and the sweetest thing of being in love... is not when you hug and kiss, but is when 2 hands are locked together, signifying that one is willing to hold another's hands till old, through hard times or bad times, no matter what happen in future...

  

whatever the outcome is... i did what i can, and i left everything else to God. if there's still chance for me to be in love again, God will surely open up my heart...

and if it's the opposite... then i wish never to fall in love with anyone again...

i wish i could experience the sweet feeling of being in love again... but sometimes things are not as easy as it seems to be... especially when you are traumatised and become phobia... just like me being afraid of deep water after nearly drowned once...

maybe someone can brainwash me? hehehe

LOVE... i wish i will meet you again someday... =)