Perasaan

seriously upset and disappointed with certain people...


few months ago, my college had Perarakan Maulidur Rasul  and won RM 1500 (1st prize). the president asked me to keep the money and to cut short the long story, not wanting to hold the money any longer, i decided to hold a makan-makan ceremony with the money (after discussion with some of them)


some might say that i am very busy body, but i am just doing what i can to help...


the real disappointment is when during the preparation, only a few of us came down... and those who came down are all my close friends... not saying ath negative, but then can think lah right, the ceremony is for them, but they did NOTHING, just come and EAT while the few of us have to do the job. we did not get paid or whatsoever, we are doing it for them, so why cant we just do it together? think about what they called *KENDURI*


anyhow, thanks to those who helped... (can be counted). Najwa, Aja, Mek, Ammar, Farid, and Afham... afham is like a brotherly figure to me, helping me alot eversince i knew him... from making the designs for brc open day program book till helping me hang banners around kuching area for my college open day. he was not involved with the dinner tonight, but he came down to help right after i smsed him. even when i invited him few times to come for the dinner tonight, he refused. that's him 


everything went smoothly, including the last-minute-not-so-perfect celebration for my best friend, nori's bday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!!


the highlight? hehe. i guess was the sms i received...

Mekar bunga cantik dipandang,

Menjadi idaman setiap jejaka, 

Kepada cik mei mei saya berhutang,

Terasa berat hendak membalasnya.

Damai hati berasa ceria,

Senang dipandang setiap orang,

Terima kasih hanya mampu dikata,

Kepada budi cik mei mei seorang.

talk about happiness of helping people... it comes from the appreciation you felt from people you helped... sometimes a simple thank you will do, though the thank you might not sound sincere at times...

simple things that are felt by heart... 

keikhlasan akan jatuh terus ke hati yang mendengarnya... =)