Feelings...

hav to control myself le... though i love pink, but one good fren said pink make her read till pening wor... zzzzzzzz

lately have been controlling my wild feelings alot lea... wat wild feeling? dno o... stupid feeling cuming at d wrong time. crazy wan.

to stop tat stupid feeling i have to stop sms tat person... have to control lar... when my mind and my hand refuse to listen to my heart, i use the hard way - dun reload my phone. zzz... stupid ppl using stupid ways. haha

mm... feelings start to fade lately. actually also dno wat is my heart thinking... (heart? think? i tot oni brain thinks!) dun care la! wat i noe is i definitely cannot let dis feeling continue going on, cannot let my heart control my brain, my emotion control my actions! (sounds lik i am a rational person~ haha~~~)

so far so good lar... i noe if i continue sms him i'll be blinded by those sms. zzzz.... not suit to be shown here. haha

anyway, i am living a quiet and boring life now. no more excitement in my life, waiting for sms or wat-so-ever. hehe