I saw him during exam today.... after exam, i purposely waited for him to come out....

He looked so weak... face colour is so dark.... eyes are red.... hair messy.... unshaven face.... not like the guy that i used to know.... the clean, happy, vibrant-looking guy.... a guy whose smile can brighten up my day....

Don't think too much!! he's just my fren.... a fren i love soooo much.... (not romantic love... is frenship love). cos he's the one who guide me back when i faced the crisis last time... now, seeing him like this... makes my heart *so pain*

Yea... so pain... to see a handsome cheerful guy turn this way... it breaks my heart... (though the appearance is caused by him din sleep the whole night cos study, but i guess something else had contributed in one way or another to his appearance)

the whole journey, we did not talk much. in fact, when we met with his other frens, he can joke and laugh happily with them... but when the fren walked away, what's left is just silence... and tense situation...

it is so strange i dun not know how to break the silence. i have alot to say, but i know he is not in the mood to listen. and me saying those things to him will only make him go further away from me. haihx... nevermind.... i just do my part as a fren and accompany beside him without commenting/asking/mengungkitkan those things... if he wants to talk, he'll talk about it...

all i wish is that there won't be anymore unexplained silence between us... it breaks my heart seeing our friendship turn that way...

May God heal him as soon as possible... =)

My friend, i know you can do it... maybe you already done it... already went through the tough period of your life successfully... but please do not treat me that way, k? i've lost enough this sem. i don't want to lost a reliable friend...

Be happy!!!! (n.n)