chatted with adrian yesterday... and it was indeed a fruitful chat... cos he make me realize some things... things that i realized earlier but ignored them and put them aside...

i am always involved with these kind of complicated-friendship-problems... 

adrian said it was cos i mind too much about others business... well, he was correct...

i quarrelled with that gang of chinese coursemates cos i minded too much of others' business. i shouldn't pity them... i shouldn't join their group... i shouldn't offer to help do the calculations... no... i shouldn't

i was emo these few days cos i mind too much of other people's business as well... he is sad but why do i need to know so much, so kepoh ask him this and that? if he wana tell, he will tell... if not, i shud just leave him. after all, he's big enuf to handle his own prob, riet?

and... as adrian said... sometimes i have to learn to let go... let go of a broken and unable to mend relationship... let go of bothering other people's own private problem...

and so... i am letting go now...

hopefully no more sad sad, complicated and emo emo posts from meikin already... if got, let it be PURE problems, not 'sendiri cari masalah's' problem..

hence, use this opportunity to announce

I MUST HIBERNATE FOR 2 WEEKS TILL AFTER MY FINAL!!!!

or else jo's gonna get acidic results... and i will be very guilty...

ADIOS~~~~~~ ^^