another one..... one more person broke up... this time, my 'brother' since young...


i really don't know how to describe my feelings now... i just know that i am heartbroken... very very heartbroken... 


did i cause all of these?


did i start the curse that make everyone broke up? especially those near to me, those i love, and those i care...


why cant everything just return back to normal... why cant everything and everyone have happy endings? must everything end up sad?


and...


i miss your smile, my friend....


seriously.... i really miss your smile... hopefully you can pass through this tough period of your life and be back the person that i know all these while... =)