don't know what's wrong with me this year... for all these while i've NEVER went for tilik nasib or those kind of thing... and even if i go to temple, i'll just pray for blessings for my family and my studies... but this year, don't know what's wrong with me...
- prayed for my studies
- prayed for my love
- went tilik nasib (actually not tilik nasib la, just "kao qim")
haha. maybe because he's not here with me this time. cos he'll always be the one saying "haiya, don't waste time tilik nasib. cheat ppl wan. tilik alr if good den u won't work hard, if bad means you'll keep on sad there". and he always say "wei, you pray for yourself and your family can alr ah... pray for health, for studies, for blessings... no need waste time pray love or ask god bless us to be together... cos if fated den it's fated, no need pray wan. most important is urself & family ahh..."
this time, mayb cos i'm going with my friends... i decided to give a try at everything... all that have been forbidden by him, all i did...
and the results?
got a bad tilikan... saying that this year not a smooth year, work hard also hard to get good returns... and... "Jodoh anda belum sampai... All is written in the stars... if it is meant to be, it is... if not, don't force..."
no wonder he had always stopped me from doing all these... cos he knows me so well... know that i'll be unhappy and keep on thinking about it... paranoid... =P
just hope i could grad on time... please......
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