My Life now...

- was in the car with my best fren the other day... a fren who sort of quarrelled (cold war) for few days... cant help but cried in car... cos in my mind, i keep thinking "if i know such thing will happen, i would not have continued my battle. if i know you want to distance urself from the new jpk, i would not have joined it at the 1st place..."

"still in process of transition..away from love,away from care,away from joy..learn to keep 

quiet,

 be alone, just myself...it's HARD for me..I know you will NEVER forgive me..and for a 

VAMPIRE, HARD & NEVER are among the most painful,infinite crapping that we have to 

face.."

- difficulties when i have to juggle few jobs... being a vice president, a personal assistant, a secretary, a publicity & information exco... and of course, a final year student...

- suddenly feel so tired with things around me, especially when i can hardly spend any time with my best friends, unlike before... 

- worse still, skipping meetings done by best friends cos i have other commitments on hand...

- no regret, mei kin just need some time to re-adjust her life...

and everything will be back to normal... she'll smile once more... =)

*hopefully*