It's the heart that counts...

went out with my mom to buy something... came back home with one voice message


never received a voice msg before, so it took some time before i finally figured out how to "retrieve" the message... pai sehhhh~


it's actually the sender's voice, singing this...

"Di manakah pemandangan terindah di dunia

Puas ku cari setelah jauh melangkah

Hingga takdir menyuluh ke arah mu

Ku temu pemandangan itu terlakar di wajahmu"

actually i have no idea what's the name of the song till he told me... 

Jatuh by Adam 

(click to listen ^^)

Di manakah pemandangan terindah di dunia?
Puas ku cari setelah jauh melangkah
Hingga takdir menyuluh ke arah mu
Ku temu pemandangan itu terlakar di wajahmu

Dengan setiap renungan
Terpesona ku rasakan
Dengan setiap belaianmu hati makin tersentuh

Oh kasih, oh kasih
Ku berterima kasih
Padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku

Dan sakit dah sungguh aku asyik terjatuh
Jatuh cinta dengan kamu

Dalam berjuta-jutaan lagu
Tiada satupun dapat menenteramkan kalbu
Melainkan bila kau menyebut
Ke telinga bahawa kau juga sayang padaku

Dengan setiap lafaz kata
Harapan makin menyinar
Untuk kita bersama membina hidup bahagia

Oh kasih, oh kasih
Ku berterima kasih
Padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku
Dan sakit dah sungguh aku asyik terjatuh

Jatuh cinta dengan kamu
Ku rasa setuah-tuah manusia
Nikmati hidup dengan wanita yang ku cinta

Oh kasih, oh kasihKu berterima kasih
Padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku
Dan sakit dah sungguh aku asyik terjatuh
Jatuh cinta dengan kamu

"那些年，我們一起追的女孩" You Are The Apple of My Eye

So randomly i came across this movie yesterday when a uni senior of mine post the Part 1 trailer of this movie on FB. i watched it, and got quickly attracted to the storyline. Watched Part 2 as well =)


What is so special about this movie?
it is based on a book written by a very famous chinese author, one of taiwan best-selling authors, 九把刀, also known as Giddens. not only that, it is also based on his OWN childhood experience of chasing girl during high school. (these reminds me of the Thailand movie : First Love, A Little Thing Called LOVE")


Meanwhile, In Taipei Film Festival “International New Talent Competition”, it won the Audience Choice Award...


i'm not good at promoting, but just want to share this little sweet love story with you all. too bad, it's not screening at Malaysia... =(


p/s : Giddens is one and only chinese author who makes me regret of not studying in chinese school, cos i am unable to read his novels now all because i don't know how to read mandarin characters... =)
* i've changed the playlist of my blog... the 1st song played is the theme song of this movie... nice & sweet, just like our childhood ^^

Everything is fine...

one of those last days of my LI (latihan industri), me n a few interns were chatting when suddenly this certain cruel fact hit me hard...

"we mite be close now, but once we leave here, there will be no more common topics between us, and the gap will start growing day by day till we no longer as close as now"

exactly! that's very true... that's a fact... don't agree?

in secondary skul, we have our best friends... we will talk about everything from guys to tuitions to the girl next class, but once we go on our own way in life, when we come out from gathering, we will be talking about different things : i'll be talking about my course, and she, her course.

that's what we call : GAP

sth we have to accept eventhough we dun like it... =)

UNIFI !

don't get me wrong, i am not a promoter for unifi...


after few years of using 52.0kbps Jaring Dial Up connection, wifi is finally installed, thanks to my brother ^^


*akibat boleh on9, sibuk layan fb, youtube, etc... lupa pulak nak post apa...* =P

Family or Enemy?

mood was quite good initially, taking into account that "he" sms-ed me yesterday, and my best friend told me that he liked me (lol)


mood changed once something happened...


was waiting for my experiment to run (need to wait for 15 minutes). so i went over to my friend's work place and asked whether is there anything she wants me to help her with (pity them, next thursday have to do presentation alr, but their supervisor like dun care about them at all)


she asked me to help her wash some apparatus, then asked me to dry it up at the lab above, and sambil itu help her weigh some samples (since our weighing balance rosak)


while weighing, a staff came over and asked


- you are under who?
- who ask you to use the weighing balance here?
- who gave you the permission?
- did you tell your supervisor?
- did you ask my boss? (my friend;s supervisor)


bombarded with questions that i am unable to answer, what i did was just smile and walked away...


i just dno why it hurts me so much to hear those things. mayb because of his "warning", "stern", "serious" tone... and at the same time, i was thinking "why can't i use the instruments in the lab since they all belong to the same company, MPOB? i am just a student, their politics is their problems. their misunderstandings, their past, are all theirs. why must they drag innocent students like me into such situation?"


p/s : my supervisor's office is at the lab downstairs, and this lab upstairs belongs to my friend's supervisor. both these supervisors are "enemies", have some misunderstandings that i also dont know is what. so they divide very clearly which is who's etc..


and so, because of this, students have to bear the consequences... of not being able to enjoy those new apparatus upstairs..


sometimes, it is better to work in a small company, but has warmth like family; rather than work in a big company but as enemies...


- "don like dat mei mei.. 2morrow i bring u ''sat keh mah'' n other very very sweet sweet stuff 4 u ok? =)"
seeing my fren saying this, i suddenly remembered one friend... a friend who gave me sweets when i am down/sad/no mood... someone who wished that with sweet things, hopefully my mood will get better... someone who brought sweets all the way back from Genting, someone who quietly put a packet of sweets underneath my desk in school when i was depressed... someone.. a friend i had lost... =')

Little Act

went to Station 1 cafe with sis, her bf and xiao tian (a gal from china working at the same palce as my sis)


reached there. got down from car. suddenly a woman (i think around 40 years old) called "miss... miss..."


holding my hands, she said she was there to look for a relative who had cheated her money. but the relative ran off, shifted. so she has no money to board a taxi back to her home.


she said she needed rm10... i gave her that... and her eyes were teary...


"only god can repay you all for what you all did... thank you..."


and she's a malay...


the main thing does not lie on her race or ethnic, but lies on the fact that despite being from different background, when you helped someone, ur heart feels light instantly... 


help someone, and feel the difference ^^

This is not L.O.V.E

a friendship which blossoms into relationship... that is LOVE, isn't it?

"A relationship build without the foundation of a friendship is just like a castle build on sand"

how can it proceeds further to a relationship if the friendship is working backwards? (read : it does not get closer, but it gets further and further, feels more and more awkward)

then this isn't L.O.V.E, right?